My Professional Life:
A short status of my hidden feelings.
It is not my dream to become an entrepreneur in IT field, but when I got the opportunity I didn't leave it, without any fear I grab it.
At the first moment people try there best to fool me or hurt me by taking away my money, I lost 5 lakhs. Still their was my willpower and my trust to myself that I can do it. I still keep my steps in it and keep on trying to stay with the work I have started, I didn't let anyone win me.
There were some of them who trusted me with full heart and supported me still. Namely: Da Pariyai Khundrakpam, Che Shanti Thokchom, Che Thoudangambi and my cousin brother Charles Naoroibam. They never left me alone in any way......... Yambung Somio came up as my professional guide, Amit Patro as my mentor Pravah and US Department of State as my dream maker who help me to come out of my fear.
My Parents still scared of my work and keep on arguing on me that I am trying to get out of my limit........... As a parents they never supported me know "The sky is the only limit for a person to dream".
The struggle which I am going through is not only my dream to succeed but also it's my life challenge, for those who think that I am only a girl who didn't have the right to grow............ I face technical problem in my work, financial problem, lack of manpower and lots more, but I never let my tear drawn my dream away, I cry whole night without a single nape, but didn't let my close one see it at all. That doesn't mean I am weak to say them I am tired or scared.
I just keep myself with me. So, that my tears won't hurt my lovers, Just smile back in my critical to critical moment because I want my smile to be seen only and let them feel that I can bring a bright light for everyone around me.
But to whom I will express this, to whom I will say that I am not a lier or a weak lady to go through, I am a lady who don't want to give up because of fear, because of my poor parents couldn't fund me, because I am lady who can't go out in evening, because my parents feel that I am a lady who have to stay at home only. Or go for a monthly base job without risk, with a schedule of work and come back home.
I just want is that I don't want any steps of my to leave in between. I don't want to give up......... I don't want to run away from my goal.
Is it a big mistake for me, Is it my bad target to focus............
Zenith Lairikyengbam.
A short status of my hidden feelings.
It is not my dream to become an entrepreneur in IT field, but when I got the opportunity I didn't leave it, without any fear I grab it.
At the first moment people try there best to fool me or hurt me by taking away my money, I lost 5 lakhs. Still their was my willpower and my trust to myself that I can do it. I still keep my steps in it and keep on trying to stay with the work I have started, I didn't let anyone win me.
There were some of them who trusted me with full heart and supported me still. Namely: Da Pariyai Khundrakpam, Che Shanti Thokchom, Che Thoudangambi and my cousin brother Charles Naoroibam. They never left me alone in any way......... Yambung Somio came up as my professional guide, Amit Patro as my mentor Pravah and US Department of State as my dream maker who help me to come out of my fear.
My Parents still scared of my work and keep on arguing on me that I am trying to get out of my limit........... As a parents they never supported me know "The sky is the only limit for a person to dream".
The struggle which I am going through is not only my dream to succeed but also it's my life challenge, for those who think that I am only a girl who didn't have the right to grow............ I face technical problem in my work, financial problem, lack of manpower and lots more, but I never let my tear drawn my dream away, I cry whole night without a single nape, but didn't let my close one see it at all. That doesn't mean I am weak to say them I am tired or scared.
I just keep myself with me. So, that my tears won't hurt my lovers, Just smile back in my critical to critical moment because I want my smile to be seen only and let them feel that I can bring a bright light for everyone around me.
But to whom I will express this, to whom I will say that I am not a lier or a weak lady to go through, I am a lady who don't want to give up because of fear, because of my poor parents couldn't fund me, because I am lady who can't go out in evening, because my parents feel that I am a lady who have to stay at home only. Or go for a monthly base job without risk, with a schedule of work and come back home.
I just want is that I don't want any steps of my to leave in between. I don't want to give up......... I don't want to run away from my goal.
Is it a big mistake for me, Is it my bad target to focus............
Zenith Lairikyengbam.
